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How I'd like to be trained

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I've thought long and hard about this, and although I had a good general idea about what I wanted, it was hard for me to try and figure out how it could be achieved. Basically what I want is to become someone's perfect slave and bimbo fucktoy, to be dominated and controlled, turned into the perfect sexslave, both mentally as well as physically through bimbofication. I love the idea of becoming nothing more than a sex object, a fucktoy, and to enhance this idea I love the idea of orgasm control, but also for example to be shared by my Master with others (friends, strangers etc.). Basically I want to make my Master the proud owner of a true bimbo fuckdoll slave. Someone that looks like she's purely built for sex in the way I look, a perfect sexdoll with the perfect body and looks. But also someone that will do any sexual act when ordered to, even if it's just for his amusement. This could range from giving him or his friends a masturbation show, to being his personal se...

Stuff you need to know about me

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I don't mind dressing up like this As I get a lot of guys 'thinking' they can be my master, I thought it might be kind of useful to share some things about myself, so people can see if it fits within their ideas. First of all, I'm currently studying and living in Amsterdam with my parents. My parents are both Muslim, I am not. So meeting me here in Amsterdam is not possible, unless you want to meet somewhere else. But I prefer to meet people from outside of Amsterdam, to avoid any suspicions or running into people I know from my vanilla life. That's why I'd feel more comfortable with people from outside of Amsterdam. Basically the rule is, the further away, the better I'd feel about it. Secondly, since I'm currently still in college, and I'm living with my parents, I won't be able to meet you 'immediatly' this weekend already. First of all because I'm not going to meet online strangers that quickly without first knowing some t...

Bimbofication

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Perfect example of a bimbo I already told in my last blogpost how I am into modeling. But there's much more behind that idea than just the modeling on itself. First of all, I like how modeling can turn a woman into a sexualized object for men. It's one of the main reasons why I did a breast enlargement, as part of sexualizing myself. I was already asked a couple of times before to model, but I knew that with bigger breasts I could really hit it off. And I was right, ever since I did my boobjob I got so many more offers for modeling. It wasn't until than that I discovered the term bimbofication online somewhere, and it instantly got my attention. The core part of being a bimbo is to look perfect, like a blowup sexdoll. Think Barbie style, big boobs, pumped up lips, perfect ass. In short, every man's fantasy. Bimbo's are often portayed as blonde girls with big boobs, wearing lots of pink ans high heels, but there are also brunette bimbos. My favorite role mode...

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To share or not to share, that's the question!

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What I'd like to become Some people are horrified at the idea, others love it: sharing their subs with others. I am one of those girls who would love to be shared by her Dom with others, but that's not for everyone. As you can imagine I get quite a lot of messages of people who want to dominate me. I don't blame them, in fact, I love it. The search for the right person and finding out how compatible you are with someone, is almost half the fun in my opinion. Plus it also helps me to get my head around what things I would like to discover and what not. One of those things is being shared by my Dom with other people. Not everyone's cup of tea, but it's one of my biggest fantasies. After all, my ideas about being a slut revolve heavily around the idea of being nothing more than a fucktoy for men (and perhaps women) their pleasure, them using my body for their own pleasure. That doesn't however mean that I don't value myself, or don't care about my ...

The bad thing about looking hot

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What I'd like to become Yeah, I know, I look hot. I'm not saying this because I'm arrogant or something, I'm simply saying this because it's a fact. I am a part-time glamor model after all, and I'm not blind. And yes, I did plastic surgery to help me out, I'm not ashamed of that, so if you don't like it that's your problem and not mine. I never fully understood the problem people have with plastic surgery. After all, why look the way you look if you can improve it? Of course you can take it a step too far as some people do, but in general lots of people are helped with plastic surgery. And if not to correct things that otherwise would cause people to be gazed at, why not just do it for cosmetic reasons? So, yes, I know I look hot, it's not something I want to brag about, it's just a fact. A fact I worked very hard for. It's not easy getting in shape like I do, and it's certainly not easy keeping it up, not even to mention all ...

What am I looking for?

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What I'd like to become This is one of the first questions people usually ask me when they message me, so I though it would be a good idea to answer this question. What am I looking for? Well, first of all I'm looking to explore the world of BDSM and kinks. I've read a lot about it, and I own some toys (dildo's, buttplug, vibrator, anal beads), but I don't have any experience yet with real life BDSM. This means I am looking for someone to take me under his wings and train and guide me, to teach me and to nurture me. Someone with patience (since I'm a beginner), someone who I can trust (because when your first experience is a bad experience you're unlikely to try it again). But most important someone I feel comfortable with. I get so many messages from guys who want to meet this week, like they're afraid they won't catch their train if we don't meet this week. They don't realize that trust is something that takes time to built up, and...