The bad thing about looking hot

What I'd like to become

Yeah, I know, I look hot. I'm not saying this because I'm arrogant or something, I'm simply saying this because it's a fact. I am a part-time glamor model after all, and I'm not blind.

And yes, I did plastic surgery to help me out, I'm not ashamed of that, so if you don't like it that's your problem and not mine. I never fully understood the problem people have with plastic surgery. After all, why look the way you look if you can improve it? Of course you can take it a step too far as some people do, but in general lots of people are helped with plastic surgery. And if not to correct things that otherwise would cause people to be gazed at, why not just do it for cosmetic reasons?

So, yes, I know I look hot, it's not something I want to brag about, it's just a fact. A fact I worked very hard for. It's not easy getting in shape like I do, and it's certainly not easy keeping it up, not even to mention all the pain from the surgery.

But looking attractive, hot or beautiful also has a down side. I'm not talking about all the pervs that try to hit on me, I couldn't care less about them. I'm talking about the fact that people start to treat you like you're a princess.

I don't know if it's just because of my looks, or it also has to do something with feminism, but fact is that too much guys out there have become pussies. Gender equality is great, and I think everyone should have equal rights and be able to make the choices they want to make in life. But too often guys are starting to treat women like they're girls.

There's a difference between acting like a gentleman and being a pussy. A gentleman has grace and style, he knows how to treat a lady, but if the time comes also knows how she likes it in bed. A pussy is a guy that thinks all women want to be treated like they're the queen of England, they try to be graceful and respectful (which they do a good job at), but once in the bed they treat you like a porcelain doll. Of course for some women that may be good, but all women are different, and not all women want to be treated like they're made out of breakable glass.

Perhaps it's the reason I came to this site, perhaps I always was gonna go this way. Fact is that I don't want to be treated based on how I look, I want to be treated like how I want to be treated. I just want to be treated like everyone else, have the same chances in life, but at the same time also want to be someone's filthy little slut, someone's dirty little fucktoy.

I love it when men act graceful and charming to me in a restaurant, or somewhere else, but knowing I'd spread my pussy in heartbeat if he'd ask me to. I love being his eyecandy, a graceful woman beside him, but at the same time be his horny craving cockslut, willing to do anything to satisfy him, even if that means sucking off all of his friends and taking pictures of me with my face covered in cum, just for his enjoyment.

I may look beautiful and hot, but inside I'm just another cum craving slut looking for a man worthy enough to guide and to own me. Don't let the looks fool you!