Turkish Barbie Slut

I've talked a lot about what my desires are and some about my background, but in this post I want to go a little bit into what I imagine a first date could be like. Obviously before going on a date with someone I meet on the internet, there needs to be some correspondence beforehand. Just to get to know each other a little bit before we dive into a date, and just to make sure a possible relationship has a future and we're on the same page. Basically I want to know what I'm getting into before we go on a date, since you can never be careful enough with these things these days. But let's say we get past that and we decide to meet somewhere. I always prefer to meet somewhere outside. So for example on a terrace, or a public place. Just so I can feel safe, and if either one of us doesn't like it, we can still walk away from it. No pressure is the key. We drink something perhaps, maybe get something to eat. We talk and get to know each other face to face and see how

The problem I usally have with my sexual desires is that it's a cross between bimbofication and BDSM. And although in my mind they fit perfectly together, these two things aren't usually things people mix together. People that are in general into bimbos, are usually into it purely because of the big boobs, and don't necessarily have any interest. And the same thing applies the other way around, people that are into BDSM aren't necessarily very much into bimbofication. One of the things I most frequently walk into, is people not exactly understanding how humiliation works, or at least, not to my liking. So in this post I'll try and explain the inner workings of humiliation and degrading someone in a sexual way. For me the very basic idea revolves around admitting something that is a taboo, and the dom exploiting that to his advantage to humiliate and degrade me. So he's taking my deepest and darkest desires, things I might never want to admit in public, and

Maybe in the future I'd share pics like this I've already explained in my first blogpost that I come from a religious family. My whole family is Muslim and this creates a problem regarding my future wishes. Because having a Muslim family means they are never going to accept me as being a bimbo fuckdoll and sex slave. I mean, even for regular parents this would be quite shocking, let alone if they're Muslim. Therefore I'm looking for someone that can not just offer me training and to dominate me, but also someone that can offer me a place to stay. Yes, the idea is to move out from my parents to my future dom, and to keep my future lifestyle hidden from my family. Hence the reason I prefer people that live further away, because the further away they live, the less likely it is my family would ever find out. Now I get quite many people on my Tumblr page or other pages that I use to express my sexual desires, asking for a picture of myself. Basically you have to und

Becoming a stripper So I've talked a great deal about what kind of things I expect from other people who are interested to train me and turn me into their bimbo fuckdoll slave. But obviously I'm not blind to the fact that supporting someone else also raises the costs of life. So in this post I'll delve a little deeper into my possible future in terms of a future career. Preferably I'd love to get a job if this is necessary that enhances and further underlines my status as a bimbo slave. The options are very wide, from the more obvious bimbo jobs such as stripper or webcam girl, to a more discrete one, like being a personal secretary. To start off with, in the beginning I'll be open to jobs such as being someone's personal secretary, waitress, stripper or escort girl. If the relationship grows, I'll become more open to other jobs, such as webcam girl and even doing porn, but for the time being, I'd like to restrict this for now, considering the fa

In this post I'll delve a little deeper into my desires regarding bondage and humiliation. For me they are two things I've never experience, but I am deeply interested to experience it. I've been reading stuff about bondage since a young age, and being sexually humiliated has always been a part of my sexual fantasies. Bondage For me the key thing about bondage is to feel vulnerable and exposed. Being in complete restraint gives the other person all the power over your body, to do whatever they see fit with it. So it involves a lot of trust to give all that power to someone, in my opinion one of the best ways to show how devoted I am to someone, and that I truly trust someone. The keyword obviously here is trust. So no, I'm not just going let someone I just met online tie me down this weekend because he claims to be a good Dom with experience. Trust is something that grows over time, and I only trust people that take time to create such a bond. But what I lo

Taking a selfie for my Master In my last post I delved a little bit deeper into how my future life as a bimbo fuckdoll slave could look like. In this post I'll continue with some of the ideas that might one day become my reality after I've been trained and completely bimbofied. On a regular base I'd like to be shared with his friends, colleagues, business partners and even strangers as a fuckdoll. Anybody he sees fit to let me get used by as a submissive sexdoll. He might even demand me to do certain things or give me certain assignments while I'm being used by others, to further enhance my sexual humiliation. For example he could demand me not to orgasm during a gangbang with his colleagues until all of them had finished cumming inside of me. Or he could demand me to take selfies of my face covered in cum after he lend me out to some of his friends. Besides being shared, because that's certainly not the only thing I'm interested in, I mostly want to d

I love bimbo tattoos like these I've talked a bit already about myself and what I want to become. But in this post I'd like to go a little deeper into how I see my dream coming true in a possible feature. So here goes: Eventually I'd like to become someone's bimbo slave. A slave submitting to my Master, trained by him to please him and anyone he wants me to in every way he pleases. Always looking like a bimbo slut, with high heels, big boobs that make it clear I'm nothing more than a sextoy, puffy lips that beg to be wrapped around cock, in the most slutty and bimboish outfits. I'll always be wearing a slave collar, as a devoted slave, and he might even have added some piercings and tattoos on my body to enhance my status as a bimbo fuckdoll and his property. For example piercing rings in both of my nipples as well as my clithood, to enhance my status as a slut. And one or several tattoos in perhaps some intimate places showing I belong to him as his sla

I've thought long and hard about this, and although I had a good general idea about what I wanted, it was hard for me to try and figure out how it could be achieved. Basically what I want is to become someone's perfect slave and bimbo fucktoy, to be dominated and controlled, turned into the perfect sexslave, both mentally as well as physically through bimbofication. I love the idea of becoming nothing more than a sex object, a fucktoy, and to enhance this idea I love the idea of orgasm control, but also for example to be shared by my Master with others (friends, strangers etc.). Basically I want to make my Master the proud owner of a true bimbo fuckdoll slave. Someone that looks like she's purely built for sex in the way I look, a perfect sexdoll with the perfect body and looks. But also someone that will do any sexual act when ordered to, even if it's just for his amusement. This could range from giving him or his friends a masturbation show, to being his personal se

I don't mind dressing up like this As I get a lot of guys 'thinking' they can be my master, I thought it might be kind of useful to share some things about myself, so people can see if it fits within their ideas. First of all, I'm currently studying and living in Amsterdam with my parents. My parents are both Muslim, I am not. So meeting me here in Amsterdam is not possible, unless you want to meet somewhere else. But I prefer to meet people from outside of Amsterdam, to avoid any suspicions or running into people I know from my vanilla life. That's why I'd feel more comfortable with people from outside of Amsterdam. Basically the rule is, the further away, the better I'd feel about it. Secondly, since I'm currently still in college, and I'm living with my parents, I won't be able to meet you 'immediatly' this weekend already. First of all because I'm not going to meet online strangers that quickly without first knowing some t

Perfect example of a bimbo I already told in my last blogpost how I am into modeling. But there's much more behind that idea than just the modeling on itself. First of all, I like how modeling can turn a woman into a sexualized object for men. It's one of the main reasons why I did a breast enlargement, as part of sexualizing myself. I was already asked a couple of times before to model, but I knew that with bigger breasts I could really hit it off. And I was right, ever since I did my boobjob I got so many more offers for modeling. It wasn't until than that I discovered the term bimbofication online somewhere, and it instantly got my attention. The core part of being a bimbo is to look perfect, like a blowup sexdoll. Think Barbie style, big boobs, pumped up lips, perfect ass. In short, every man's fantasy. Bimbo's are often portayed as blonde girls with big boobs, wearing lots of pink ans high heels, but there are also brunette bimbos. My favorite role mode

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What I'd like to become Some people are horrified at the idea, others love it: sharing their subs with others. I am one of those girls who would love to be shared by her Dom with others, but that's not for everyone. As you can imagine I get quite a lot of messages of people who want to dominate me. I don't blame them, in fact, I love it. The search for the right person and finding out how compatible you are with someone, is almost half the fun in my opinion. Plus it also helps me to get my head around what things I would like to discover and what not. One of those things is being shared by my Dom with other people. Not everyone's cup of tea, but it's one of my biggest fantasies. After all, my ideas about being a slut revolve heavily around the idea of being nothing more than a fucktoy for men (and perhaps women) their pleasure, them using my body for their own pleasure. That doesn't however mean that I don't value myself, or don't care about my

What I'd like to become Yeah, I know, I look hot. I'm not saying this because I'm arrogant or something, I'm simply saying this because it's a fact. I am a part-time glamor model after all, and I'm not blind. And yes, I did plastic surgery to help me out, I'm not ashamed of that, so if you don't like it that's your problem and not mine. I never fully understood the problem people have with plastic surgery. After all, why look the way you look if you can improve it? Of course you can take it a step too far as some people do, but in general lots of people are helped with plastic surgery. And if not to correct things that otherwise would cause people to be gazed at, why not just do it for cosmetic reasons? So, yes, I know I look hot, it's not something I want to brag about, it's just a fact. A fact I worked very hard for. It's not easy getting in shape like I do, and it's certainly not easy keeping it up, not even to mention all

What I'd like to become This is one of the first questions people usually ask me when they message me, so I though it would be a good idea to answer this question. What am I looking for? Well, first of all I'm looking to explore the world of BDSM and kinks. I've read a lot about it, and I own some toys (dildo's, buttplug, vibrator, anal beads), but I don't have any experience yet with real life BDSM. This means I am looking for someone to take me under his wings and train and guide me, to teach me and to nurture me. Someone with patience (since I'm a beginner), someone who I can trust (because when your first experience is a bad experience you're unlikely to try it again). But most important someone I feel comfortable with. I get so many messages from guys who want to meet this week, like they're afraid they won't catch their train if we don't meet this week. They don't realize that trust is something that takes time to built up, and

An example of what I'd like to become Let me first introduce myself. I am a 23 year old girl with Turkish origins, living in the Netherlands. I was born and raised in a typical Dutch-Turkish environment, with mostly Turkish values in a Dutch surrounding. I'm single (by choice), I study (fashion design), I still live with my parents due to the fact that combining work and study can be a hard thing to do. Plus I don't need to travel far for college, so it also wouldn't make any sense to start living on my own, if my parents can provide me with a place to live. I've always been a popular girl. Yeah, I've got good looks, and I know it, but I don't brag about it. Boys have always flocked around me, wanting my attention, girls have always wanted to be my friend. But you have to be a little bit careful who you date if your parents are Turkish, they have to approve of it. And preferably of course my parents would like to see me marrying another Turkish man, bu