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The problem I usally have with my sexual desires is that it's a cross between bimbofication and BDSM. And although in my mind they fit perfectly together, these two things aren't usually things people mix together. People that are in general into bimbos, are usually into it purely because of the big boobs, and don't necessarily have any interest. And the same thing applies the other way around, people that are into BDSM aren't necessarily very much into bimbofication. One of the things I most frequently walk into, is people not exactly understanding how humiliation works, or at least, not to my liking. So in this post I'll try and explain the inner workings of humiliation and degrading someone in a sexual way. For me the very basic idea revolves around admitting something that is a taboo, and the dom exploiting that to his advantage to humiliate and degrade me. So he's taking my deepest and darkest desires, things I might never want to admit in public, and

Maybe in the future I'd share pics like this I've already explained in my first blogpost that I come from a religious family. My whole family is Muslim and this creates a problem regarding my future wishes. Because having a Muslim family means they are never going to accept me as being a bimbo fuckdoll and sex slave. I mean, even for regular parents this would be quite shocking, let alone if they're Muslim. Therefore I'm looking for someone that can not just offer me training and to dominate me, but also someone that can offer me a place to stay. Yes, the idea is to move out from my parents to my future dom, and to keep my future lifestyle hidden from my family. Hence the reason I prefer people that live further away, because the further away they live, the less likely it is my family would ever find out. Now I get quite many people on my Tumblr page or other pages that I use to express my sexual desires, asking for a picture of myself. Basically you have to und

Becoming a stripper So I've talked a great deal about what kind of things I expect from other people who are interested to train me and turn me into their bimbo fuckdoll slave. But obviously I'm not blind to the fact that supporting someone else also raises the costs of life. So in this post I'll delve a little deeper into my possible future in terms of a future career. Preferably I'd love to get a job if this is necessary that enhances and further underlines my status as a bimbo slave. The options are very wide, from the more obvious bimbo jobs such as stripper or webcam girl, to a more discrete one, like being a personal secretary. To start off with, in the beginning I'll be open to jobs such as being someone's personal secretary, waitress, stripper or escort girl. If the relationship grows, I'll become more open to other jobs, such as webcam girl and even doing porn, but for the time being, I'd like to restrict this for now, considering the fa

In this post I'll delve a little deeper into my desires regarding bondage and humiliation. For me they are two things I've never experience, but I am deeply interested to experience it. I've been reading stuff about bondage since a young age, and being sexually humiliated has always been a part of my sexual fantasies. Bondage For me the key thing about bondage is to feel vulnerable and exposed. Being in complete restraint gives the other person all the power over your body, to do whatever they see fit with it. So it involves a lot of trust to give all that power to someone, in my opinion one of the best ways to show how devoted I am to someone, and that I truly trust someone. The keyword obviously here is trust. So no, I'm not just going let someone I just met online tie me down this weekend because he claims to be a good Dom with experience. Trust is something that grows over time, and I only trust people that take time to create such a bond. But what I lo

Taking a selfie for my Master In my last post I delved a little bit deeper into how my future life as a bimbo fuckdoll slave could look like. In this post I'll continue with some of the ideas that might one day become my reality after I've been trained and completely bimbofied. On a regular base I'd like to be shared with his friends, colleagues, business partners and even strangers as a fuckdoll. Anybody he sees fit to let me get used by as a submissive sexdoll. He might even demand me to do certain things or give me certain assignments while I'm being used by others, to further enhance my sexual humiliation. For example he could demand me not to orgasm during a gangbang with his colleagues until all of them had finished cumming inside of me. Or he could demand me to take selfies of my face covered in cum after he lend me out to some of his friends. Besides being shared, because that's certainly not the only thing I'm interested in, I mostly want to d

I love bimbo tattoos like these I've talked a bit already about myself and what I want to become. But in this post I'd like to go a little deeper into how I see my dream coming true in a possible feature. So here goes: Eventually I'd like to become someone's bimbo slave. A slave submitting to my Master, trained by him to please him and anyone he wants me to in every way he pleases. Always looking like a bimbo slut, with high heels, big boobs that make it clear I'm nothing more than a sextoy, puffy lips that beg to be wrapped around cock, in the most slutty and bimboish outfits. I'll always be wearing a slave collar, as a devoted slave, and he might even have added some piercings and tattoos on my body to enhance my status as a bimbo fuckdoll and his property. For example piercing rings in both of my nipples as well as my clithood, to enhance my status as a slut. And one or several tattoos in perhaps some intimate places showing I belong to him as his sla