Family issues

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Maybe in the future I'd share pics like this
I've already explained in my first blogpost that I come from a religious family. My whole family is Muslim and this creates a problem regarding my future wishes. Because having a Muslim family means they are never going to accept me as being a bimbo fuckdoll and sex slave. I mean, even for regular parents this would be quite shocking, let alone if they're Muslim.

Therefore I'm looking for someone that can not just offer me training and to dominate me, but also someone that can offer me a place to stay. Yes, the idea is to move out from my parents to my future dom, and to keep my future lifestyle hidden from my family. Hence the reason I prefer people that live further away, because the further away they live, the less likely it is my family would ever find out.

Now I get quite many people on my Tumblr page or other pages that I use to express my sexual desires, asking for a picture of myself. Basically you have to understand I'm not going to post any pics of myself up online as long as I'm still living with my parents. I depend on my parents, so if they would ever find out, I've got a huge problem. So, no, I will not post pics of myself online as long as I still live at home.

In the future this could be a very different story. I would not be depending on my family, thus I can permit to expose myself much more. And yes, I would love to do that. To expose myself. To show what a slut I am (or want to be). But you have to understand my current situation.

So it's quite possible that in the future I'll be posting pics of myself, maybe even very explicit pics, that all depends on my future dom I guess. But as long as I still live at home, I simply can't take that risk. It's not so much about the fact that I'm scared my parents will get angry, it's more about the fact that I currently still rely on them. I live in their house, and they financially also support me. If they'd ever find out, I'm really fucked, and can probably kiss my desires about becoming a fuckdoll, bimbo slut and sex slave goodbey forever, because they would never allow that to happen.

Comments

  1. Unknown28 February, 2018

    Oh dear, I do understand you better than perhaps most people, allthough I professionally have been working with imingrants from all coutries from the middle east and muslim familys, here very much also with issues of parentes feeling that the honor of the family is violated, if their daugther don´´t behave, as they think is the only way to do. So you better take care and wait with the "big step" before you really can realize that move. But a big compliment to your reflextions and awareness ! I have a surgestion, some idears, but not to be mentioned here and now . Best regards from Onkel Dunkel / Mature Dane .

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  2. erospower28 February, 2018

    Common sense.

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  3. Unknown18 March, 2018

    I support you!!! If you need money contact me I'll support u I can't relate to this so much xxxx

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    1. Unknown18 March, 2018

      Contact me on m.a.e13123@gmail.com I'm from Sydney Australia and came across your tumble a while back

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  4. Unknown24 July, 2018

    You can move in with me.

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  5. Albanian11 January, 2020

    Hey. I know pretty well about situations like this. I'm from a muslim family myself. I'm male so I don't have as many problems as you do, but I still fully understand you. My family has problems with the women I've been with because I'm not into well behaved and religuous women. I like l lot of the same things like you. Do you live in turkey or somewhere else? I'd love to chat about this. If you want to talk, here's my email. theblazerah@hotmail.com

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    1. Albanian11 January, 2020

      There's a typo in my mail adress. It's theblazerag@hotmail.com

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